It's a lot. Being a living bomb. What a cruel punishment following a trial like that. [ even if the doki doki demon wasn't bad... this demon would have probably put them through hell regardless... but he's not sure what to think anymore. he really does hate this place. ]
Yeah . . . especially for you guys. [Thistle only hit the one bomb, somehow] Could have at least given us a day after everything that happened yesterday, but that's wistful thinking.
[ the kaveh cube nods. ] I died three times today. [ that's so much and he's so tired. ] I really just... [ he's not even sure. ] I need something to take my mind off of everything.
[ swallows thickly; the subtle hesitation a testament to his getting choked up again. ] ...y- yeah. Three.
I know, but I... can't. I feel like I'm buzzing. I can't explain it, but [ he shakes his head, the cube mimicking the action. ] it's almost like if I stop... I'm just going to... pop.
I'm almost finished with the garden at the back of Bluebell. And, no, I never did. Maybe I'll go do that. It'll be a big project and one that'll likely hold my attention fo- [ leon's going to hear him sputter and nearly CHOKE. ]
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Good. Do you guys need anything?
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There's not much I can do, but I can call someone else if you think of something. We're still - [he doesn't have to say it, he just gestures]
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[he sighs, running a hand through his hair] We're waiting until morning to talk about it.
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. . . [he huffs out a tired noise] You really should rest, but I know that's not so easy.
I'm a shitty distraction, but I can try.
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I know, but I... can't. I feel like I'm buzzing. I can't explain it, but [ he shakes his head, the cube mimicking the action. ] it's almost like if I stop... I'm just going to... pop.
Did you have something in mind?
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But - no, trust me, I know exactly what you're talking about. I've felt like that before.
[it's how he feels now, but he isn't going to say that]
You could tell me about the projects you have going? Did you ever take apart that arcade cabinet?
[...]
I was going to joke about taking my shirt off but I don't know if you want to be teased about that or not.
1/3
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(it's the little shit kind. Sometimes he's a little shit)
He huffs a quiet laugh at the reaction] Good to know.
I'll have to come see the garden when I can. But the arcade cabinet would keep you busy for sure, especially if it's an older model.
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Do you know anything about that stuff,
because maybe you could help me?
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But I'd like to help? If I can, anyway.
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It can wait if you wanted to stay in? I... I get it. This whole bomb thing has everybody... I'd get it. It's not that important.
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But after - I promise.
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Let me know when or, Ah. I might just… hear it.
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Fuck, I hope not.
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I'll see you around.
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